Monday, August 12, 2013

Mystic Blog: Mystic Blog: My Dogs Become My Guides !

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Wednesday, April 24, 2013

Why can't we sit in Meditation /

 Meditation is seventh stage in YOGA 

In the present time people are becominare about term meditation. There may be so many definitions ,purpose of meditation . One common complaint I have heard from people is, that they cant sit in meditation .
For the convenience of understanding if we compare mediation with food . In my opinion meditation is like eating your prepared food . There are many stages before one can prepare and eat food. Like growing food/ earning money to buy it from market, knowing recipe and procuring ingredients, fuel, utensils, cleaning, cutting and then preparing it . It’s only then we can sit to eat and taste it. Same way in meditation.
In Yoga, meditation is the seventh step , before that we have to do so many other preparations with our body ,life style , food ,place, learning techniques and initiating the higher wisdom .Then only we can sit for nurturing these seeds of higher wisdom . I am not saying that we have to follow all the things at one time ,but we have to make a way for following minimum required ingredients. How can we sit when our body is pained, emotions are disturbed, mind is critical, heart is blocked with rigid ideas, have no understanding of the importance of process . In such case you need some teacher to teach you. But since life is a continuous journey through many life times, and knowledge and experiences about self doesn’t die , we start becoming aware of the above mentioned requirements . When the disciple is ready, the teacher will appear. It holds true, as we desire so we receive. Coincidences become God’s way of remaining anonymous. Ask and you shall receive, knock and the door will open .
I started becoming aware of the term meditation and desiring to learn meditation before 1999. That time there were not such opportunities as are these days. But my call was answered that I heard an introductory lecture about Reiki. I decided to learn It, so that by the time I can keep myself busy before I learn meditation. Little did I know then that before sitting in meditation need to prepare my vessel. I had outdated beliefs regarding spirituality. I believed in renunciation is the only means to achieve salvation .What I have sown , I will have to cut (strong Karma philosophy).I had no idea of healing is the God’s Grace , mercy on us . that we do not have to give eye for an eye if I make amends and do something to stop this . I needed to upgrade my system with latest version (program) . This was literally shown to me in a vision where I saw a structure of a nerve cell. I dint understand its meaning that time but now I know that new nerves path ways has to be laid in my body .



(4) Why we can't sit in Meditation ?

(4) Why we can't sit in Meditation ?Meditation is seventh stage in YOGA 

In the present time people are becoming aware about meditation. There may be so many definitions and purpose of meditation . One common complaint I have heard from people is, that they cant sit in meditation .
For the convenience of understanding if we compare mediation with food . In my opinion meditation is like eating your prepared food . There are many stages before one can prepare and eat food. Like growing food/ earning money to buy it from market, knowing recipe and procuring ingredients, fuel, utensils, cleaning, cutting and then preparing it . It’s only then we can sit to eat and taste it. Same way it is  in meditation.
In Yoga, meditation is the seventh step , before that we have to do so many other preparations with our body ,life style , food ,place, learning techniques and initiating the higher wisdom .Then only we can sit for nurturing these seeds of higher wisdom . I am not saying that we have to follow all the things at one time ,but we have to make a way for following minimum required ingredients. How can we sit when our body is pained, emotions are disturbed, mind is critical, heart is blocked with rigid ideas, have no understanding of the importance of the process . In such case you need some teacher to teach you. But since life is a continuous journey through many life times and knowledge and experiences about self doesn’t die , we start becoming aware of the above mentioned requirements . When the disciple is ready, the teacher will appear. It holds true, as we desire so we receive. Coincidences become God’s way of remaining anonymous. Ask and you shall receive, knock and the door will open .
I started becoming aware of the term meditation and desiring to learn meditation before 1999. That time there were not such opportunities as are these days. But my call was answered that I heard an introductory lecture about Reiki. I decided to learn It, so that by the time I can keep myself busy before I learn meditation. Little did I know then that before sitting in meditation need to prepare my vessel. I had outdated beliefs regarding spirituality. I believed in renunciation is the only means to achieve salvation .What I have sown , I will have to cut (strong Karma philosophy).I had no idea of healing is the God’s Grace , mercy on us . that we do not have to give eye for an eye if I make amends and do something to stop this . I needed to upgrade my system with latest version (program) . This was literally shown to me in a vision where I saw a structure like a nerve cell /DNA.   I dint understand its meaning that time but now I know that new nerves path ways has to be laid in my mind for this higher knowledge to decend.  



Tuesday, April 23, 2013

Mystic Blog: My Dogs Become My Guides !

Mystic Blog: My Dogs Become My Guides !: Max & Pixy ,my earthly Angels ! My dogs became my Guide. November 2005  When ever I use to sit for healing and meditation at times ...

My Dogs Become My Guides !

Photo: Max  & Pixy ,my earthly Angels !
My dogs became my Guide.           November  2005  
When ever I use to sit for healing and meditation at times while  my consciousness was  ascending  higher , I remember Max,my male Labrador is watching me from below . I thought I am excessively getting attached to my pets that is why I am hallucinating. Unconsciously pixy had become my guide, but she was really my Guide, which was proved  to me later. I had heard that ego is the only thing that separates us from God .Animals have no ego, so they come directly from God, that is why they are so selfless and hold no ill will or grudge even if we ill-treat or reprimand them. This was my understanding and I was conveying it to my family, my brother in law, who had learnt Reiki due to his ptosis of eye lid, could not digest this truth so easily and told me that whatever you may say about reiki and all these things its tolerable to some extent but I can not agree that animals come from closer  to God than the humans. Sensing it useless to talk further I just kept quite .
              
 Golden pup is your Guide-       Verified by  Tua  August 2006 
 
Tua my husband’s niece was suffering from nervous anxiety and many teenaged problems and her father had met with an accident. So I regressed her for healing all these. When I asked her, you don’t know any thing about Reiki and still why am I doing it to you all , coming on my own  from Delhi to Kolkatta and doing it for your whole family? She said, ‘ I am praying to God asking to help me out . And my Guide is assuring me that I know something need to be done to help you, you will get some help’.  ‘Then its your guide guiding you to do all this for us’. I inquired her, ‘who is my Guide?’ She startled me by saying that it is some golden colored   pup , some body is bringing it to you and you are feeding and taking care of it . Now its grown up and some body from your family is feeding it . But it comes to you sometime and you are petting and loving it. She did not know at that time that we had dogs in our house. She thought some body has brought this dog from somewhere and we feed it. Even I could not relate these to be my own dogs. I was surprised who are these special dogs? 

Pixy is your Guide, and you are saying that you will prove it. 
                                                                               Verified by Anjana September 2006 
Anjana was still undergoing some healing sessions as she asked me in trance state, ‘will I be able to complete my PhD’? As she was facing many obstacles. I thought that I have taught her Reiki and asked her to create wish full future but still she does not believe in its power. so I just asked her to find out from my guide . She herself was pleasantly surprised and said  , O, ‘its pixy ,wearing very beautiful dress  and she is just nodding her head’ .i replied that means she is doing it in affirmation .  ‘Yes, but you are saying that you will prove it .’  I got inquisitive and asked her further, ‘how and what I want to prove ’?  She started narrating that one  year old incident. She continued, you are healing some body, he doesn’t believe you fully. He has got mustache and looks like sir, (my husband) but he is more healthy and hefty than him. He is arguing with you about it and you don’t like it, so you kept quite and  are saying that I will prove it. And she has become your guide’. 
Now I started considering her really my guide because Dolores Cannon (writer of Conversation with a spirit) I felt guided by her lecture in Habitat center in Delhi last year , ‘ if you believe , you must believe fully’. And that has paid back her, otherwise than there is nothing more to it. 

Take one out from these and rest all are your guides –   Mandakini September 2006 
Mandakini did not come to me for healing but just to get reassurance for her healing progress through Reiki. She was suffering from Multiple sclerosis. She and her mother were both third degree Reiki healer and doing Reiki to heal her from this fatal disease along with best and costliest medicines. When I asked her to request for her Guide to be present, she started laughing and said, how funny?’ I wanted to know what is so funny. She said, ‘its my bitch beatle and she is telling me that if you could cure me from fatal disease parvo virus with Reiki, then why can’t you be assured of your cure from it?    I told her she is giving you correct advice. Just to reassure her I asked her to ask from her guide, who is my guide, some one like her?  Mandakini started saying, I am writing a book titled ‘Eight betales’ in which my beatle is one character. And she is saying that excluding her, rest all are your guides’ I understood that my dogs and their pups, all are my guides.

Max & Pixy ,my earthly Angels !

My dogs became my Guide. November 2005 
When ever I use to sit for healing and meditation at times while my consciousness was ascending higher , I remember Max,my male Labrador is watching me from below . I thought I am excessively getting attached to my pets that is why I am hallucinating. Unconsciously pixy had become my guide, but she was really my Guide, which was proved to me later. I had heard that ego is the only thing that separates us from God .Animals have no ego, so they come directly from God, that is why they are so selfless and hold no ill will or grudge even if we ill-treat or reprimand them. This was my understanding and I was conveying it to my family, my brother in law, who had learnt Reiki due to his ptosis of eye lid, could not digest this truth so easily and told me that whatever you may say about reiki and all these things its tolerable to some extent but I can not agree that animals come from closer to God than the humans. Sensing it useless to talk further I just kept quite .

Golden pup is your Guide- Verified by Tua August 2006

Tua my husband’s niece was suffering from nervous anxiety and many teenaged problems and her father had met with an accident. So I regressed her for healing all these. When I asked her, you don’t know any thing about Reiki and still why am I doing it to you all , coming on my own from Delhi to Kolkatta and doing it for your whole family? She said, ‘ I am praying to God asking to help me out . And my Guide is assuring me that I know something need to be done to help you, you will get some help’. ‘Then its your guide guiding you to do all this for us’. I inquired her, ‘who is my Guide?’ She startled me by saying that it is some golden colored pup , some body is bringing it to you and you are feeding and taking care of it . Now its grown up and some body from your family is feeding it . But it comes to you sometime and you are petting and loving it. She did not know at that time that we had dogs in our house. She thought some body has brought this dog from somewhere and we feed it. Even I could not relate these to be my own dogs. I was surprised who are these special dogs?

Pixy is your Guide, and you are saying that you will prove it.
Verified by Anjana September 2006
Anjana was still undergoing some healing sessions as she asked me in trance state, ‘will I be able to complete my PhD’? As she was facing many obstacles. I thought that I have taught her Reiki and asked her to create wish full future but still she does not believe in its power. so I just asked her to find out from my guide . She herself was pleasantly surprised and said , O, ‘its pixy ,wearing very beautiful dress and she is just nodding her head’ .i replied that means she is doing it in affirmation . ‘Yes, but you are saying that you will prove it .’ I got inquisitive and asked her further, ‘how and what I want to prove ’? She started narrating that one year old incident. She continued, you are healing some body, he doesn’t believe you fully. He has got mustache and looks like sir, (my husband) but he is more healthy and hefty than him. He is arguing with you about it and you don’t like it, so you kept quite and are saying that I will prove it. And she has become your guide’.
Now I started considering her really my guide because Dolores Cannon (writer of Conversation with a spirit) I felt guided by her lecture in Habitat center in Delhi last year , ‘ if you believe , you must believe fully’. And that has paid back her, otherwise than there is nothing more to it.

Take one out from these and rest all are your guides – Mandakini September 2006
Mandakini did not come to me for healing but just to get reassurance for her healing progress through Reiki. She was suffering from Multiple sclerosis. She and her mother were both third degree Reiki healer and doing Reiki to heal her from this fatal disease along with best and costliest medicines. When I asked her to request for her Guide to be present, she started laughing and said, how funny?’ I wanted to know what is so funny. She said, ‘its my bitch beatle and she is telling me that if you could cure me from fatal disease parvo virus with Reiki, then why can’t you be assured of your cure from it? I told her she is giving you correct advice. Just to reassure her I asked her to ask from her guide, who is my guide, some one like her? Mandakini started saying, I am writing a book titled ‘Eight betales’ in which my beatle is one character. And she is saying that excluding her, rest all are your guides’ I understood that my dogs and their pups, all are my guides.

My connection to Mother Qwanyin and All Budhas











My Connection to Mother Qwanyin and all other Budhas
Oum Mani Padme Hum, Namyoho Renge kyo !

Today attended online session with Dear Narmada reconnecting to Mother Qwanyin, Shakya Muni Budha , Padmasambhava and all other Budhas . I was down the memory lane ,how I was guided to connect to these beings without any cultural background and knowledge about these Beings ,proving beyond doubt that these Beings are pure unconditional love and non denominational .

I had learnt and practiced Reiki 2nd degree and Course in Acupressure in 1999 , without much knowledge in this field of Spiritual healing . In Reiki I had prayed that I should stay in the company of spiritual people. This was rewarded that we went on to stay for two years in Dharamshala HP, where His Highness Dalai Lama Resides. I visited Dharamshala Monastery many times but did not have much affinity for Him or Buddha so far . One day I heard this Mantra Chant in one music store “ Oum Mani Padme Hum “. I was immediately drawn to it . I purchased this CD without knowing any meaning of the words . I felt in awe of it and would listen to it for hours and go in to trance. The energy of this Mantra was unknowingly preparing me ,clearing all my past Karma and leading me to step up in the path of evolutionary ladder .

After about a year I decided to make healing my profession. Since I was already Reiki Channel ,so I did further courses in Reiki as and when I felt I am ready for another degree and also many other courses along with becoming Reiki Grand Master in 2004-05.
The day my Reiki Guru Dr NK Sharma was initiating me as Reiki Master , he had this Mantra playing in the back Ground “ Oum Mani Padme Hum “ . I had uncontrollable tears flooding down my face that I felt unable to express my feelings.
After wards while practicing Reiki on myself healing, I would have some story enfolding in my minds screen but wouldn’t remember anything after coming out from it. I knew that very deep healing was happening .

Got Initiated in to Magnified Healing
In the meantime, I also became Magnified Master Teacher. I practiced it sincerely for first few days and then as and when I felt guided to . In this course I came to know that Chinese Goddess Qwanyin who lived in human form two hundred years ago ,is the originator of this healing modality .
In my self healing practice and healing some others distantly, I could literally see opening of my inner senses. I had few visions, I could feel and sense things, places or condition of my client . This was my own experiences in knowing clair voyance , clair audience and telepathy. I heard some of my guides voices, answering or guiding me . I have compiled all these experiences in my first book book “ Mystic Life revealed, Science verifies spirituality”.

Nam yoho Renge Kyo – My Client gave this Mantra to me .
I had devoted myself to the healing path . I was giving advertisements regarding it in the newspaper . One day a gentleman from very far end of the city expressed his desire to be healed. I was too happy to have him come and experience my healing. In the mean time we got talking more on spiritual aspects and he told to me , how in his difficult life circumstances ,he got one Mantra and It had helped him to come out from the mess his life was in. . He said, “ you seem very noble and spiritual person , I wish to give to you this Mantra .” Namyoho Renge Kyo “. You have to chant this mantra sitting in a place, with eyes open. I followed his instruction and chanted this Mantra for almost six months. I also spread this Mantra along with of my family, students and my few relatives who were going through some difficult times .
Thus there are no coincidences. its the time when our soul coincides and makes us aware about the things, situation or person that all are part of the play of Life !
OUM, TAT SAT !

Monday, April 15, 2013


                                                               Life is a fine Balance
Human body is multi levels, multifaceted , multidimensional being . Physical, Emotional, Mental, Astral, Ethereal, Causal and Spiritual . Life is all about balance in all spheres.  We  can not nourish our soul and feel blissful if we neglect one aspect of life. Growth and Evolution is all about balancing all aspects of life.

 We can easily understand our physical life as its visible aspect of our being .Take an example of food, which is the basis of our physical body . It is not enough to  keep  producing / purchasing food . It has to be preserved, prepared and consumed in right measure and right time required by the body. Same way its not enough to simply be concerned with food but also cater for our clothes . Here again simply buying best  of clothes  will not make  us presentable if we do not prepare,  preserve properly and wear the right clothes for the right occasion. Money is very important as all these things are procured with money but  If we keep our selves busy only earning money but do not socialize, sleep ,rest and eat sufficiently and  spend our earning judiciously  on self and on those dependent on us, we simply  end up becoming  money making machine .It is fine to spend maximum time and energy on one aspect of life which is our main focus /occupation at the moment . Like if one is a dress dealer ,he is mostly occupied with the ways and means of making more and more dresses . A farmer be  will concerned with producing more and more crop ,  an owner of food store ,he will be busy buying , preserving and selling food i ,  a banker is mostly concerned with keeping  count of money. Still maintaining balance is the key to feel satisfied and successful.
Same understanding should be interpreted to spirituality. Thus in spiritual practice also we have to nourish our all aspects equally.


Physical body is aligned by Yogasanas and Exercises.
 Emotional energy  is anchored by bhavas( Intensions ) .
Mental power  is activated by Mantras and sounds .
Astral level is integrated  by  kriyas  .
 Ethereal aspect is balanced  by prananayamas .
 Causal dimension  is by centered by Meditation and Mudras  .
Spiritual sphere is supported   and transcended itself when all these levels are cared for .
                           Why do we go out of balance?
Our mind lives in duality, its half mechanical and half conscious rather half Ego and half God . Ego mind is not to be criticized but to be acknowledged as a part of the other half God consciousness. It is there for a  purpose .
Just like a child go  school ,we are also enrolled in this earthly school of life. Purpose of going to school is to understand the subjects and grow up  to be a good  human being ,a conscientious citizen. He  is not there to be  punished  by teachers or to fail in the subject or to be bullied by his pears .He may have  any of these negative experiences –
1-    His capabilities are not yet developed  to understand the subject .
2-    He is ignorant and doesn’t care  to learn the subject .
3-He is distracted by his pears from paying attention to the subject.
Thus he detests going to school, starts resenting subject, criticize teacher, fail to understand and master the subject. He forms negative opinion and attitude about school ,subject and teachers.
Same thing happens with human beings enrolled in this earthly school of life. Our  opinions and attitudes are based on previous experiences which in turn shapes up the  journey of life .If one fears the subject and doesn’t like the teacher, life looks a punishment . 

Sunday, April 14, 2013

AWAKENING

                            Awakening                                                                                                                                                                                         
What is awakening? What is life? Is it the person awakening to the realization that life has some purpose? Is it the process of awakening by undergoing various experiences through which we awaken to the futility of life? Better then this, does the awakening mean dawning up of realization that the  person experiencing  and the experiences and the outcome associated with all those experiences in life is, what gives the meaning to life . All three together make the purpose of life and each  is incomplete without the other .

Is Awakening needed for every one ?
Does every one need to seek and become awakened to the higher plan of things? Some are intrigued and confused with this question. Some proclaim that man is already connected as he is divinity incarnated, so where is the need for seeking connection? Some are conditioned to think that it is  only for seers and saints to walk that path to the extent that some even try to hide Geeta and such scriptures from their children for fear of them renouncing the world. People take meaning from any teaching according to their capacity to understand and readiness to face the truth .Few worldly people scorn off spiritual life and some saints reject the need of living in a family and society while seeking higher things. The concept of Brahamcharya is one of the main feeder to negate the importance of family life .People  distort its meaning suiting to individual need and convenience. But if brahmacharya is understood in terms of renunciation and abstinence then why are most form of Gods mostly worshiped as male and female or husband and wife? Why did Rishis in olden days live in Ashrams with their wives? Few religions advocate only one form of Prophet or God. This question must arise in each mind along with desire to know  this mystery. We seek guidance from, mediums and psychics and our religious groups, thinking they can provide us the answer. But how can any one provide us with the answer when the same question is still lingering at the back of their head? We have to  understand that the other people who have managed to work on themselves have discovered their own truth for themselves; they can offer us wisdom and guidance only. Each one of us  hold our truth in our head and we will live in limbo until we will see it with our own soul’s eye. Most of us remain imprisoned by the dogmas, beliefs and ancestral prejudices and lack the courage to start walking the path leading towards our own truth. Like slaves and sheep, we follow herd mentality and hold others and God responsible for our life
 If every body need to be aware about his surrounding, his environment, his education and career opportunity, his rights and duty, develop some useful hobby.. Man being superior to other species in nature is required to utilize his all his  faculties to full use for living a fulfilling life for himself and useful life for the society. For seeking all above things man is using his lower mental faculty (intelligence) not the higher intuitive faculty (wisdom).Wisdom is higher consciousness descending through us. Higher consciousness can be termed as lord’s law, constitution of creation or higher will ,which works for the betterment of every being and thing in the universe. Just like the  law of the land or constitution of the country works for each citizens’ good will .If we are required to learn and apply law of the land, which is just for one life and a particular place and time  .With the  passage of  time and with boundary wall  of the country the law  changes. The inner connection, which is like a main syllabus of the class of life, which works in all parts of the universe and all the time. To do good deeds means the higher law (cosmic will) must descend through us for the good of humanity  just like every one must follow law to be a good citizen of the country .This is only possible if we not let life run mechanically but  become aware and  seek higher connectedness . 
Those who say that we are connected without any awareness and seeking ,they are like illiterate person claiming his status  in the society or  one  wanting  healthy body ,good life and peace without any knowledge and any effort to avail what he  wants.
This stage only arrives when we are ready to walk the path less trodden, wonder at the diverse and multifaceted nature of life and ask this question to ourselves, why there is so much paradox, so many beliefs and groups, yet so much unrest in the society. When we relate every incident in the life to its deeper and profound truth, not get swayed by just the superficial nature of the event .                         
Slowly and steadily we begin to awaken to the fact that though on soul level we are all essence of pure unconditional love but on human level we are different. Each one of us has come according to our soul’s intended plan of progression and it is only about experiences and lessons in the end .With the ‘awakening to the fact that ‘life is a paradox ’we learn to discern and this ‘awareness seeks Guru’, Guru guides  to Yoga, Yoga heals illusions , leading   towards  enlightenment .we become  interior decorator of the Self

                      Truth has many levels that is why  Life is a Paradox
Truth is the missing piece from the puzzle of life.Each one of us has to learn to know, to understand and believe, to find our own  the truth and be our own true nature. Truth has many levels, that is why life is a paradox.
The irony of life is not that it ends so soon, but we take long to understand it .Life is a mystery yet for few it is an open book. Life is a tragedy and also an object to enjoy through our senses. Life is a love and we hardly find one in reality.
Life is considered a journey, but aren’t we struck in one situation for many life times? Some with lesson on love, some with faith and hope. Instead of learning these virtues and moving on, we get caught up with the opposite vices like hate, violence, distrust.
Life is to gain   knowledge, start from a scratch, learn through experiences, earn every thing .And then forget and forgo, renounce every thing. Every thing is reality at the moment that is why it is said, live in the moment as it is, and yet nothing is real in the end.
One yearns for success in every endeavors yet it is failures which teaches us the most.     
Every body knows whenever you wake up it is the morning or the awakening yet we say, who knows how much time, how many births it takes to awaken.
We confess of having full faith in God, not even a leaf  can fall without His Will. We don’t fully accept the statement we often repeat   ‘whatever happens happens for good.’ That’s why there are long explanations and blames at some unto wards incident and
We crib and detest whatever wrong or painful is happening to us. And how much we inflate with ego on some meager achievements?
We are asked to follow good things and leave bad ones.  What is good for one may be bad for another. One may be totally confused weather is there some thing good or bad in reality. What is insight?  Buddhist says its all void and the journey is to reach that emptiness. Vedanta says it’s all full and we are trying to get connected to this fullness.
Life is a continuously rotating wheel, which is running mechanically, we have to surrender to the flow .We are such a tiny object, so helpless that we can hardly make a difference in the divine plan of our life, yet we have the free will to resist and exert a conscious effort to come out of this wheel .
We consider our self God spark, yet we feel so miserable, that we remain like empty receptacles, not even capable of receiving His Grace. Yet we are co creator of our own destiny, for we are part of that powerful source of origin of every thing, that we can make the power of God flow through us and begin to co create with God.  Who says that we are fearful for we are weak? It is more frightening to know that our potential and powers  lies within us. We are avoiding to realize our true nature  because it will burden us with more responsibility. We prefer to be weak and ignorant for we have to become watchful of our wishes, lest they are fulfilled.  Its easier to jump from one child hood to another and blame people and circumstances rather than grow up and take responsibility.
        
To the external world we are all doing the same thing but internally we are not doing the same thing at all. For some the motion of life is mechanical without any meaning attached to it, for others every motion is driven by a goal for higher purpose.
At a soul level we are all members of an extended family, every body is here for the same reason, yet every one has individual purpose. We say on soul level we are equal.  But the greatest paradox is that on soul level also we are not equal. Some of us are higher in attainment of wisdom, compassion, and knowing the great importance of being true to our selves than others. Same holds true on the human level; we measure and class each other according to our place in society and how much money, qualification and intelligence we have.
When we are young, we look up to our parents with expectations, for reassurance and approval. As we grow up and become parents we have to provide the same to our children. Its irony that we can not treat our children same way as our parents preached and protected us. There is always a generation gap, time is always changing. When we are growing up, our parents are at the peak, they are evolving. With our evolution starts our parents’ dissolution .With growing up of our kids, now its time for role reversal. What was new yesterday has become old today; we have to learn from our children the same way, how we taught them. The way we pinpointed their weakness to encourage them to come out of it, now they will do the same to us. The only thing permanent in life is change.  Change is the sign of progress. If we are not flexible, can not accept role reversal, we cannot progress .Without changing we can not achieve new dimension of life and living.    .
Worldly intellectual people proclaim that the material possessions and achievements are what matters most, declare them insane, who are seeking spiritual connection. Spiritually wise people call this physical world as maya, the illusion and not important at all. Some call for renouncing worldly possessions and desires, others shun seeking spiritual connection as waste of time
We need to discard tunnel vision to see the contrariness in things and in ourselves .We can grow only when we replace shortsightedness with a vision that reaches out. We don’t have to level people and events. We have to accept both the tiger and lamb in us. We have to see that we are weak and strong, innocent and guilty both  .We can not become self righteous moral guardian and become picky to condemn others. Enlightenment and happiness do not mean that every thing is perfect; it only means that one has learned to look beyond perfection. For there is nothing right or wrong. Only when we are at peace with the conflict inside us, we are able to love the ways the world is outside us. Buddhist mindfulness is about doing the same thing in life in a different way by becoming less mechanical and more purposeful. 
But isn’t life bit of every thing? God needs people to acknowledge His presence. We need God to give meaning to our existence on earth. Atheist provides contrast background and obstacles and challenges placed by society make work of non atheist people shine forth and stand out.  For without sacrificing his life by accepting crucification, could we understand the message of compassion and forgiveness of Jesus? Without Ravana’s indomitable demeanour how could we learn the message from Rama’s life?
Did Krishna only Guide Arjuna to fight the battle in Kurukshetra many centuries ago? What about us in the present time? Have we left God or He left us very far to some unforeseeable future? After a critical time every thing is drawn back to its original place. This is the cycle of creation, cycle of birth and death. . In between these two events lies action-the jest for life, our worldly dreams, joy of achievements, tragedy of failure, sacrifice of a messiah, treachery of traitor , all of this impelled by single Life Force. When we become aware of our spiritual nature, we begin to see the God light within and every thing around us .That is why, miracles do  not happen in contradiction ,but in contradiction to that which is known to us in nature.
 (The day I completed writing this article, I found a very simple answer for every confusion, every judgment and contradiction. Truth has many levels that is why life is a paradox. I could accept people as they are .I could also accept myself as I am . I was also trying to seek happiness by becoming perfect .Now I understood that  hardest lesson of my life was to understand that happiness  does not mean that every thing is perfect but  to learn to look beyond imperfection and still enjoy life ).
          

               Awareness seeks Guru
Holistic Awareness and spiritual revelation is a stage of human evolution when this realization dawns on us that physical body and visible world is not the only reality. Its not my permanent abode Then what are the powers working through me.? What is my connection to God, nature or universe? What is my full potential, how can I realize my hidden capabilities for happiness creativity and progress?. Like every growing up school student starts realizing that this school education is not an end in itself but a beginning of some more meaningful life ahead. He starts searching for career options according to his interest, desire and capabilities. It is natural for every man to evolve towards being open to spiritual revelations This is a stage of human evolution that holistic awareness sets in, which is beyond linear time and three dimensional worlds. Basic difference between human being is of this awareness or level of conscious ness. Future can be bright and secure to the extent that we can transform our selves. When we have full dedication to those purposeful ideals and our aim is clear, our spiritual ambitions yearns for fulfillment, the knowledge of direction is spontaneous, we seek Guru..
Soul is our real guru -. Soul is our real Guru .Outside world, circumstances, and Guru are just the reflection of our inner growth. When we grow up in our perception beyond physical or concrete reality to understand abstract metaphysical phenomenon, we come to this realization that physical and metaphysical world are both two sides of the same coin called life. This earthly existence is temporary like seeking admission in the school of Life, to learn through curriculum designed in the form of worldly experiences. Physical body is our school uniform; Aura ‘Mind’ is our report card. Soul is like a controller of board of examination, which set the standard for each class syllabus on the basis of performance of previous class .Thus we can cheat, lie or pretend to the whole world but  not our soul. We are always carrying our report in our mind.
Worldly Guru -one of the function of our higher self is to give us hunches that we can follow .We have such sublime experiences, which  are for us to realize our true part in the drama of this life . After such an experience we will always know that there is another reality as memories of those experiences will always haunt.If our intension to be free is not absolutely clear, the experiences soon become just a memory. Basic structure of the ego remains in tact and fundamentally unchanged. Thus we get stuck. Getting stuck is also one of the part of the progress, which means we have to still learn something from that situation, but we are having difficulty in digesting it.. We must learn to listen to the quite voice of our soul, we have a free will, what to seek and what to reject, No body can bind or liberate us. Law of attraction operates by sending back whatever we send out to the universe.  Thus we must stop resenting negative experiences, learn that the world is not a jail and every action not a punishment, look at life as a school for seeking opportunity and seize the possibility of growth in adversity and look at the life’s situation from the standpoint of thankful heart.
Master or guru – The true spiritual seeker should not worry who the Guru is? Seeker’s concern should be getting prepared, organizing his thoughts and life in a spiritually healthy way that simplifies and purifies. And at the right time Guru will be there. Once the Guru is there the methods and behavior of Guru should not be disciple’s concern but to work on the instructions of the Guru towards selfless and surrender of ego. The ego is the principle barrier to enlightenment. Guru is not a person but guru is represented in a person. A person who is finally attuned to inner guide only can inspire the awakening of inner guide of another. The guru and disciple relationship is indescribable and extends beyond the world, transcends death, and stretches far beyond the limited bonds associated with family and friends. 
                                Guru guides to yoga 
The whole process of yoga which includes preparation, seeking knowledge, healing and meditation is to develop holistic awareness and experience realities beyond physical existence
Yoga, which today is commonly mistaken for few difficult body postures, is an eight fold path, eight stepped ladder, a much deeper understanding of scientifically researched spiritual techniques devised by our saints and seers centuries ago. Each limb is designed to attain supreme consciousness by quietening the mind and merging it with the infinite. Virtually starting from external world, physical body, slowly transcending mind to experience reality of unity of body , mind and soul .Each leg is strengthening and supporting the next higher or ascending one .This is a continuous process , life has no meaning if we don’t believe in being eternal. Till final destination merger with the source (Samadhi) is achieved. 
Eight steps of yoga are yama, niyama, asana, pranayama, pratyahara, dharna, dhyana and Samadhi.
1Yama -espouses values of non violence or ahimsa, honesty, or satya, asteya or abstension from theft of tangibles and intangibles, brahmacharya or non greed, and aparigraha or non possession.
2. Niyama- means oberservances that would discipline the way we treat ourselves. Niyama constitute the habit of purifying self from negative vibrations and preoccupation with the physical state, contentment or santosha, tapas to burn impuries at the levels of body, mind and intellect, study of scripture or swadhyaya to motivate and inspire the seeker and lastly devotion or ishvara pranidhana, to connect yourself to the cosmos.
3Asana or body posture needed to prepare one for meditation. To sit for a long time in contemplation requires a disciplined body to control the mind. Posture is mastered by freeing mind and body from tension and restlessness required for meditating on the infinite.
4. Pranayama- prana is the life force which governs each one of us through the breath. Pranayama is the control of breath. The basic steps are inhalation, retention and exhalation.The rhythmic patterns of slow and deep breathing helps in longevity and calming mind by removing distractions required for concentration and meditation.
5. Pratyahara- refers to state of with drawl of mind- which according to Vyasa “is the state by which the senses do not come in contact with their objects.” So, when we master pratyahara, we are able to focus because you no longer feel disturbances caused through external objects.
6. Dharna –means training the mind to focus on one point, “Concentration is binding thought in one place “, says Patanjali. The objective here is to quieten the mind by focusing on an object-such as flame or point. Concentration is effortless and thoughts get pushed out of the system.
7. Dhyana-is uninterrupted meditation without any object. The goal of meditation is to create heightened awareness to establish connection and oneness with the macrocosm. So how does one differentiate concentration from meditation? Till the time it is deliberate effort, awareness’ of distraction then one is concentrating and not meditating. In case of chants, japa, prayer etc one is preparing through concentration for going into next phase ‘meditation’ is subsequence result of this arduous practice, the calm achieved spilling over into other aspects of life, strengthening one’s emotional and spiritual intelligence.
8. Samadhi-The last leg, the state of absolute bliss, the merging with the Ultimate Reality .Then Him and we become one and same, His wish is done through us.
All eight limbs described above work in unison. The first five steps which are primarily concerned with body and mind lay a very strong foundation for the last three steps, which ultimately recondition the mind to attain full realization of oneness with Ultimate Reality through integration of body, mind and soul.
Physically- yoga orchestrates all the system of the body from cleansing, stimulating, healing, and rejuvenating .On biochemical level it flushes out toxins and improves the digestive and elimination systems. It benefits muscle and skeleton systems by toning up every muscle ligament and bones with gentle resistance. Stretches burn the flab and increases body’s tenacity by invigorating central nervous system, yoga helps mind sync into body and vice versa.
Psychologically-It balances left logical and right creative side of the brain, clearing confusion and enhances self esteem thus up lifts one spiritually.
Emotionally-The happy hormones yoga generates give one a serge of positively, vision without limitation. One is forced to breath out grudges, fears, phobias, greed, lust, and any thing that is detrimental to health, making one gentle, philanthropic and conscientious.
                  Healing Illusions
Meditation heals illusion by transcending in to Samadhi ,The seventh step of yoga is  giving time to listen to our self, to silence the noisy mind, which constantly talks, what we need to do and what not. When that incessant babble is turned off. A whole new world of sweet harmonious reality opens up for us. The reality is always there but earlier it was beyond our perceptual range.  Because of our newly gained abilities, we have to be deeply honest with self and others. Our feelings and our private realities are no longer hidden from others. They are being communicated through our human energy field. As we begin to understand this information, we understand each other more clearly than we did it earlier.
Meditation, Dhyana, Sadhna is focusing attention inward, , transcending mind to enter into an expanded state of awareness, raising our consciousness to higher frequencies, so that we can experience the realities of our higher bodies, higher consciousness and higheays and materialize it for worldly function.
Meditation is to expand our perceptual range, increase our level of consciousness. The process of development higher awareness and High Sense Perception is a normal evolutionary step for human race leading one to next stage of human development.
Meditation ends in Samadhi.  Samadhi, the eighth leg of yoga leads us to the enlightenment that this world is filled with the presence of God. All things good for mankind are godly energies ,seeds of which are embedded in each one of us as we all have originated from the same source. Every one should work hard to achieve health, happiness, harmony, abundance, wisdom, power, creativity, success in the pursuit of higher purpose of life. It is possible only when one is healthy and integrated in body, mind and soul. The seventh step is self progressive to eighth step Samadhi, where the individual consciousness merges with the universal consciousness making one seer, Scene and the process of seeing one whole phenomena , claiming our co creator hood .We become Interior decorator of the self.
               Samadhi Transforms Mass into energy
Every thing is energy, Quantum physics and Dr Einstein confirmed unified field theorem E=mc2..That matter and energy are same thing only their vibration rate is different. Chair, plants, machine part all has energy. In matter or non living thing the energy is condensed and rotating at a much slower rate. So they are not growing or dying with possible observable time as the living things does. Because of slow vibration rate the changes are happening at a much slower rate which we can not observe exactly in one life time.  Like rocks, sea, metal, earth or furniture, an art piece. . So we term them non living things.  Materially energy of non living things is measured in terms of   amount of money and mind spent on them in planning, shaping decorating and preserving .spiritually they possess energy in terms of their inherent quality, durability and utility.
Solid, liquids and gases have different vibration rates in increasing order, lowest in solids and highest in gases.
Amongst living beings, plants have lowest frequencies than animals and humans have higher than animals. And in human beings also advance human beings have higher frequencies than those at the beginning of their development. The basic difference between human beings is of level of consciousness. and the level of consciousness depends on the frequency of prana or energy or ki or chi one is capable of absorbing and storing.   
The power at work behind our body’s material appearance with all its functions and capabilities consists of network of complex energy system. Without which the physical body could not exist. This system of energy consists of three basic components.
1 ‘Human Energy Field’ ‘The Energy Bodies.’ ‘The layers of Aura.’  2 The Chakras. ‘The Energy centers’.3 The Nadis. ‘The Energy channels’.
At the beginning of body functions are the nerves, controlled by hormonal secretion, which acts as catalysts, a spark to set body function in motion. Hormones are influenced or activated by our thoughts which are the minute and fundamental part of energy .these thoughts in the form of energy are carried through subtle energy channels ‘nadis’ which are the vessel or vein to transport prana or vital energy through out our  body . One of form of expression of prana is air in the form of breath. Other means are food, water, gems, plants, positive intensions, chemicals and minerals etc .After having this much awareness one can be confidently try to become Interior decorator of his body. 
   
                  Interior Decorator 
Interior decorator of my body the abode of my soul, this is what I call my self. I have only changed the name, intention and purpose are same as any one treading on the inward path, ‘the knowledge and experiences about self’’ ‘the spiritualist’. Some call them sadhu, Rishi, guru, pundit or devotee. What’s there in a name? Cook, tailor, barber are old names. They didn’t do their work out of choice but because there was no other way than to adopt their ancestors’ profession. Now a days, people opt for these professions with new names like fashion designer, beauty expert, chef et all. As is the saying, love your work, life is a joy, consider work as duty, you are a slave. These new professionals not only earn money, name and fame but also enjoy their work. Same is with the new age spiritualist. He does not follow traditional rituals of a particular religion. ,he is evolved head of all these and is guided , compelled by his inner self to look within , to search for answers of life and death, to know his origin, find true happiness and search for eternal truth, The God Head .
Physically beautician, dietician fashion designer is beautifying us, but each day we grow old and loose our beauty. External beauty is not permanent and is receding every day. If we become Interior decorator of self, the spiritual ones, we can beautify our body ‘mind and soul’ in increasing order. Inner experiences lead us towards permanent destination, and we can claim our status of pure conscious and become  ‘The Enlightened ’
Why to become interior decorator of self. ?
Knowledge about worldly things makes us intelligent and smart but knowledge about self makes us self realized and enlightened. There are so many artifacts in the market ,so much beauty around, we can enjoy any of these only when we visit any of these personally for that moment ,but it doesn’t give us permanent joy. We are lingered with a desire to have it in our house, to possess it forever. But we may not have the knowledge and capacity to acquire it permanently. Interior decorator knows where to buy, where to fit particular artifacts to enhance the beauty of the house and of the artifacts both.
Same way when we become interior decorator of self, we know the true happiness will only emanate when we have the knowledge and means to search and decorate precious jewels hidden in our store house ‘body’. And then our way of doing any thing becomes the fashion statement, style of the time. Yoga dhyana, Sadhna, reiki are the means to make us aware of our own treasures and our own potentials to find them and place them beautifully in our own body so that we are happy ,healthy, peaceful, prosperous and progressive.
By becoming spiritual one doesn’t have to depend on others like, astrologer, vastu, fengshui expert to carry on life smoothly. All such knowledge comes naturally to us on its own. By meditating we learn to be guided, by Sadhna or practicing reiki we know to scrub the rust, clean the dirt, free our body of dust.. Our house and our treasure! we become innovative like interior decorator, wash, dust, polish, exchange worn out antiques, create or buy new ones and place them economically and aesthetically .

No knowledge is new, only the names keep changing with time and place.
Terminologies like energy, vibration, imbalance, healing, etc are all old stuff in new bottles. There is only one energy at the origin in the universe and that is love ‘God’, which gets divided into negative or positive once it descends in to physical world. Positive is godly energy in the form of health, happiness, love ,sharing . and negative is demonic like hatred, illness, anger, lust etc.

Both physical and metaphysical world are two sides of the same coin called life, which means manifestation of cosmic energy in physical form. If we can be guided in some new scientific invention or literary idea , this is the out come of contemplation and concentration of our energy in that direction . Same way we can be intuitive, imaginative, visualizing and experiencing wonders of mystic world, through our inward contemplation and meditation.
So nothing is new. The vibration of ancient mystic knowledge is in the universe in resting phase. Same way as the man remains in the spiritual world until he manifests himself again in physical form. So the abundant knowledge spread across the universe wants to be attracted and manifested in material as well as spiritual form. Any body is entitled to take his choicest pick.


Lord Krisna and Ma Durga -My Archangels

 Today  I was listening to Doreen Virtue on Angel Meditation. She says ,we have atleast two Angels since birth with us. They communicate with us but we have to learn to decode their way of communicating .I was reminded of my facination with Lord Krishna since my childhood. My parents did  not perform any rituals of idol worshipping . My society believed in Devta Puja ,which is a community affair , Our Devta is suppose to be the Trinity 9 Brahama, Vishnu, Shiv. They did read Geeta , Ramayan, Mahabharata Scriptures. But I had imaginary connection with Krishna. And to add to my imagination was one of my causin ,who told me that Our Krishna ,Radha and their Gopis and Gops all have gone in to hidding inside huge mountains ,facing our home in the hills of Shimla. You can bring them out by constantly staring at those mountains, slowly you will start hearing  Krishna's fluete and then They all will come out from hidding.
I had decided to become Meera and search for krishna and His team.
So My Guardian Angel  Lord Krishna was ommunicating with me through my imaginary ideas of seeking Him by my constant contemplation.Though This was not possible as there was body to teach me what and how to meditate.
My second Guardian Angel is Goddess Durga's Form . In my society ,its a custom in every village one place is perpared as a Divine Altar of Goddess Form ( Kalika). Occasionally that form is worshipped by family Pundit by  offering of food and chanting Mantras .There is no statue ,only a piece of cloth tied to a pole but that Altar and place is considered sacred . Without much understanding ,when ever I passed that place , almost every day for four years in my preteen years from nine to twelve years of age,as I had to go to my school through this way.I would remove my shoose ,fold my hands in namaste and say the following Affirmations; which no body had taught me ." I should pass my exam, I should come first in my class, I should be honest and truthful. I should be protected." Though logically I was praying for passing my school exam, but my soul's intension had deep meaning .
My Lord Krishna kept me encouraged to read a page or two from Geeta as my daily ritual. My gooddess Durga created  circumstances to get me  married in the community where Durga puja is a big celebration .
How my awakening started in 1988 ,even though I din't have much belief in such celebrations as it appeared to me  big pump and show only ,yet I had my first spiritual experience in one such celebration...Which I will describe next time...Today I acknowledge theses two my constant Guardian Angels ,I MIGHT NOT BE AWARE ABOUT THEIR PRESENCE IN ME OFTEN TIMES !
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Friday, April 12, 2013

My Life Is My Message .I don't have to die accidently !


Becoming Aware of Life’s Lessons .Miraculous escape from Accidents  !
Truth is a missing piece from the puzzle of life .Like everybody else, my life’s circumstances are  my  lessons . My life is my message .As I am evolving, I am also becoming aware that I don’t have to die  Accidently or Unconsciously  . Few of my fears are ; fear of height,  water ,speeding vehicle ,snakes, Fear of darkness. I have met many accidents in which I have had miraculous escapes. At nineteen years of age, in Bombay , I fell off from a moving bus. I was trying to alight the bus, since two of my friends could not  board the same bus.. I hit the ground and had cut my right parietal head area which was bleeding profusely. Seeing my condition  two of friends became nervous and dint know what to do . On gentle man helped them to put me in the taxi and reached me to the hospital ..I was semiconscious all this while as I do not remember how I reached hospital  . I am saying semiconscious because I do not remember anything but my friends said that I was screaming in pain and answering to their questions. Timely treatment because of this God sent good Samaritan saved my life .
At 33 years of age I was drowned in the swimming pool, while learning  swimming ,where no one taught how to swim. Just taking a tip or two from other equally naïve swimmers ,I was excessively scared of water, never leaving the shallow side . One the tenth day of my swimming practice I had to confront my fear of drowning. I had finished my one hour practice , my friend insisted that lets go out swimming  from this side to the other side breadth wise. By now  I could swim four, five strokes keeping my head inside the water.   As I started to swim ,some one from up jumped in and pushed me off to the deeper side . When I took my head up to breathe, I saw the mark of shallow area was left much behind. This made me nervous as I knew I can not reach that far without touching the ground  to take rest after four five strokes. Instead of making any  effort to move further and not knowing any other technique to save myself ,in desperation I just raised my hands up in the air . I saw myself clearly going straight inside the pool and  thinking   this is the end of my life. Thought of my one year old son and my parents flashed my mind . I thought I am ready to die and I lost my conscious. As I came around  I remember the pain in my arms as two life guards had held me with  arms while bringing me up from the pool. I was laying flat on the bank of pool and people were saying, no she did not drink any water. But I knew that I have come back from the other side as I had given up on my life completely.
In October 2004 I had  a miraculous escape .
I was not very confident of driving in the hilly terrain . For few days , I was driving  my Maruti Van at a very controlled speed 30/40km  in the curvy narrow road of Dharamshala hills in Himachal Pradesh  . Suddenly nearing a very sharp turning point ,I became nervous as I realized  my speed is more than I can control . And I knew I am going down the gorge as there is no other way I can save myself. In that confusion The child sitting on the co driver’s seat fell upon me and I lost control on the steering wheel .There after I don’t remember anything , how the van had turned left wards instead of going straight ahead and down the steep valley ?How it hit the hill wall towards the left side and  turned upside down in the center of the road? How we both had escaped unhurt ? All I remember is that a gentleman coming from the opposite side stopped his car and stood there to help us come out from our van . He offered his mobile phone to make a  call to my family.  But I was so nervous that I could not recollect the my home telephone  number .He then offered to reach me back home ,which was three km behind. All those people who heard about my accident in that sharp curve had only words of God’s Grace  and some of my good deeds saving me from this accident. Now only I heard that this place was notorious for fatal accidents. Till date who so ever met accident in that place, no body survived. I was in shock as well as wondering how I have escaped miraculously. Who has turned my high speed running vehicle .First of all how did the speed increase suddenly in that turning point  where as  I use to make it a point  to be in control ?
 After a week I was again forced to drive the same vehicle so that I don’t develop phobia . Now this time it was just the first curve in front of our house where I became so nervous that instead of controlling my speed by pressing brakes  I was pressing the accelerator .My van was going out right side and hit the par a pit but this time I knew it was driver sitting in the co driver’s seat ,he turned the steering wheel upwards and again van hit the left side wall  . By this time he had also applied the brakes. This time only the front Glass of the van got thrown out from the van and  driver had slight bruises in his head .There after I was shocked and my family so  scared that I was banned from driving . For two years I did not sit in the driver’s seat.  And started to convince myself that its not necessary that everyone should know how to drive.
I started hiring auto rickshaw and the driver became my teacher to start back driving my car. As he would drive so rough  that we would have a narrow escape . When I advised him not to take such risk ,he would say ,what would happen , poor man is not scared of death ,death has to come one day to every one . I would explain to him other more harsh consequences of accidents, “what, if you break your leg or arm, then who will look after you, the poor man”? I thought it’s such a risk to sit in the auto for driver is so casual about life and death. At least I will not drive carelessly .So I took to wheels again.
My purpose of writing this whole incident is more important than this incident which is forgotten over the years. I have been really in shock, panic and wonder for many months rather all those years when I dint drive at all. I had always felt so panicked while driving as if the other side vehicle has no other job than to bash in to my vehicle or I would get out of control and bang on to the oncoming vehicle. When I was  taking to driving again ,after much prayers and  healing to release this fear ,I could literally feel dark  hot flashes getting released from back of my head ,each time I crossed the oncoming vehicle . So much deep impact of this accident or some hidden memory of the past which was making me so scared and meet with this accidents.
I always wondered who turned my steering wheel as I had left the control on it in nervousness and shock . I had resigned to my destiny, I am dying . One of my assistant  said,   “ your Guru is very powerful ,to save you from such a dangerous spot  “.He would see me practice Reiki since 1999, who reminded me that I have been doing healing .Then other local people also voiced some similar opinion . Its your good deeds that you survived miraculously.. Then I would ponder about my self healing practice and God’s Grace on me .

  • https://www.facebook.com/notes/mystic-healing-home/my-life-is-my-message-i-do-not-have-to-die-accidently-miraculous-escape-from-acc/511622195540055True picture  was only revealed to me in 2006 ,by this time I have been shown many incidents of my life through various people in their regression state . this time  I was healing and regressing Deepa, in her session I got tempted to ask her about that accident. She started seeing that accident and described, “You have become very nervous as you see a dog on the road . The dog has turned  in to a lady now . You have lost consciousness now .In that unconsciousness sometimes its Goddess Durga ,  sometime ,it Goddess Kali’s face coming alive through you . The speed is so high that it’s not possible to bring this van to a halt  .They are turning it in left side , so it  hit against the hill wall and  now its landing  safely on the ground. ”I asked her , but I don’t remember there was any dog or lady on the road at that time ? She said, “she is a ghost of a lady, who is wandering there because her child was buried in the grave next to this spot”.I was amazed by this insight . Yes, after my accident I had also heard from people that there is children’s grave in that place.

This explanation has verified our beliefs about existence of ghosts, their attachments to places or things and causing accidents in those places. Later this fact was verified by some other people in their regression. I had started healing that  site  after my accident as I heard from people about the children buried there  and many accidents taken place there !Though that time I wasn’t very sure about any relation in creating accidents.